Instead of Homework

The fact that I should be doing my creative writing homework instead of writing this says something about my life, doesn't it.

People think I have a interesting life because I seem to be doing things most of the time but really I am at home on my laptop, bored, and just ignoring you. I do go out places and I do fun things but sometimes I'm just left alone with my mind thinking of random stuff.

I don't do normal teenager stuff like go outside and shop and meet up with friends because I don't have the energy and I don't have normal friends that go outside. For example the person I see most often doesn't go outside very much, has lots of people round most of the time and still manages to have a better time then I do.... and they are normally less skint too.

I do stupid things, like insult people on purpose but not on purpose if you know what I mean and not tell people I like them when I should because I am such a coward but really I am usually so calculative and precise about what I do that this stuff happens.... most days.