ATTENTION

After sitting near some boys during lunch in a corridor at college I have realised how easy it is to stay ignored when you need to be. The lads who were just having some 'good old fashioned banter' didn't even look at me until one of them was whining about not having anywhere to sit and being the totally extroverted person I happen to be (not), I told them to just sit down next to me.
 
Back to the being ignored bit.

I have had a little sister since I was four so I know how to pass blame or stay out of trouble but with my sarcastic attitude and general nastiness growing everyday I am finding it harder to stay out of people's way. In secondary school I wasn't noticed by teachers because I did my work and stayed fairly quiet but the students were another thing all together.

When I dated my friend, who I shall not name but she knows who she is, some girls in my form found out and would not stop asking whether we had got it on yet. Eventually my friend left school and we split up but we are still besties and she  left me to deal with the occasional piss taking that only came up when the day's topic was boring and one day I decided to 'troll' them. When they jokingly asked what she tasted like I said "strawberrys". And of course they shut their mouths immediately. The next week's scissoring conversation was hilarious.

Other people who noticed me lots were some girls in the drama class. I was very well known for the creepy and weird performances. At the end of the year I wrote a particularly gory and nasty message to a girl who had annoyed me for years, but I will admit she was very persistent which is a sort of good quality, and she made me read it out in front of all the people in the room.

I don't go looking for attention for myself usually because I hardly need it or want it but the attention I have received so far in college has been mostly good. Except the weird dude who said " my sister follows you on Tumblr and has read you post on sexuality and would really like to meet you and with a chance, date you." Someone actually said that and thanks, but noooooo thanks.